Today is the 1st Sept 2010 . Time flies so fast . I hate to admit that i'm actually 20 this year .

Pardon my emotions .

Coz i hit the wrong song on iTunes at this hour, it's 2.03 am now .

Certain songs, certain things, cars, numbers, places just keeps on and never ending reminds me of the months before i turned 18 years old .

How i wish i could just take a walk down the streets now .

I just want a memory loss, one that's good enough to make me forget the past and know that i'm good now with a loving husband and a caring family .

I am happy, and i wanna be happy; purely happy . But it's like reaching out for the stars .

Somebody tell me how .